Monday, April 16, 2012

Beautiful Day.

It's beautiful out today. Far too beautiful to feel this lonely. But at least I'm alone. Better to feel lonely in my own silence than to feel lonely in the silence of others.  I think maybe I'll pay attention to myself today. Focus on what I want...and what part of that, if anything, I really need to get from someone else. I think I'll soak up some sun and ignore how bad it's supposed to be for me. I might even talk to myself, listen, and respond, because why the hell not. Who's going to notice? Then maybe I'll put on something I like and tell myself I look pretty. Maybe I'll go buy myself a drink or dinner then treat myself to some retail therapy.

I think that's what I'll do.

1 comment:

  1. I treated myself and sat outside with a mocca-decaf frap and realized that 15years ago today I ran the Boston Marathon. Awwww, to be young again.